its not the end you think

i am not over i still

that contract consumes me

paid joy luck and whole life for immortality

love pushed me to sign

love dragged me to hell

on edge willing to surrender

so tired want the end

days alike in calendar

choked fully insane

i forgot that i whom made the deal

and i whom chose that trail

no turning back ,noway to run

no cancellation for what i have done